Bre, the Alien Faerie.

Just a few months shy of a year
You’ve ruined everything we ever had before the annual mark
Like a summer thunderstorm, you’re just noise without the weather
And you’ve worn me down, eroding with the rust from your rain
Just a few things you had the chance to change
Gave it up for three days at a time of being care free
Three days of not caring about me
The things that pushed me away from you
You did repeatedly, without remorse
Now you have someone to replace me
An older model no doubt, with a little baggage of her own
That you won’t be concerned with
Living like a parasite
Just sucking down all that you can grasp
That you can easily obtain through deceit
A fool like me, fell for your tricks
A clever girl like me, left
I was ignorant, not dumb
And you picked the wrong bone to pick
Because I’m a tough one
And you’re no match for me
The tables have turned
Now you pine after me and sulk in your self pity
Moving on and happy
I see your every flaw and wonder
What I saw in you, ever
Close minded and weak hearted
You’re not a man, and not a myth
But a small boy, throwing tantrums
Dressing up in sheep’s clothing
Crying wolf
I hope she’s big and bad
And she blows your ego down
I hope you’re irrevocably sad
And you never forget my
Name

Quick Edit.

What’s happened to the light?

I seem to be going through the densest fog, stumbling trying to find my balance

Struggling to place my footing on solid ground

The earth gives way and now I’m sinking, being swallowed up by it’s core

Scorching, unforgiving lava melts my fingerprints off and gets stuck underneath my nails

Along with your skin

I claw my way back up, heaving chest gasping for the air, untouched by the ash

I crawl across the ground that betrayed me

As I got closer to river I forced my broken legs to walk, and tried like hell to run

I made it to the softened bank, and threw myself to the current

I’ll let the water take me, and hope she chooses to mend my soul

Instead of just sinking me straight to

The bottom

You turn me on, you tune me up, you turn me off, you tune me out

It’s hard to tell which way we’re going, when all you do is drag me around

You let me down, you lift me up, you give it some, it’s not enough

And I am only as brave as the amount of times I call your bluff

I can’t slow down, you spin me round, my carousel

You’ve got bright lights, and brighter lies, a smiling face, and hungry eyes

It’s hard to tell what’s on your mind, when you keep it all inside

Your turns are sharp, your voice is low, you drown me out, then I let go

And you’ll only learn as much as what I want you to know

I can’t slow down, you spin me round, my carousel

I’ve got words, as sharp as knives, I’ll wait in shadow, then I’ll strike

It’s hard to tell what’s in my heart, when it’s covered up in ice

My plans are made, I’m breaking free, you’ll no longer have, this hold on me

I’m only as amazing as the company I keep will let me be

I won’t slow down, spin you around, your Ferris wheel

AlienFaerie.